So, let’s start with the UGLY and get it out of the way…
Yesterday was a HARD, UGLY day for me. I was forced to face something that had been increasingly difficult for years and it made me absolutely SICK to have to face it and make a UGLY decision! I’m going to be working on being okay with this decision for years… possibly for the rest of my life, but it was necessary to make for my mental/emotional health and happiness.
So, with such a BAD start to my day, and for the emotional drain such a major life-changing decision takes on a person, I decided to bump up an appointment that I had been working towards for months…. donating over 11 inches of my hair to Locks of Love.
This is where it starts to get GOOD…
My eyes completely red, puffy and sore from the tears that had been streaming down them for hours… I walked into my appointment, completely open to my new look, my new life after these major changes.
I’m still messing with the look but I have to admit that it felt good physically and emotionally to let go…
To let go of my hair, of my troubles, of my wishes to be the mother I thought I was going to be. I now look in the mirror at what was and smile at what now is.
